It takes courage to be honest with oneself. When we are honest with ourselves we see our weaknesses, doubts and vulnerabilities clearly, yet that knowledge is making us stronger more vigorous and courageous. As I age, I realize the calamity of wasted years. Times when I did not present myself in my full uniqueness. There are times when I have failed myself and times of successes. People are quick to judge and condemn if we do not remember to tell our own stories of being. I must tell my own story, I should not shed blame but but take responsibility. It is my decisions that brought me to the present moment and it is my decisions that will take me into the next moment and the next.
The power flows from the present moment into the existence of being. My time line is stretched like a lightning bolt across the tapestry of infinity. I must free myself from the bondage that keeps me back. I call on the rune thor as an expression of my will to give energy to the desire I express. I am a creative being and therefore I continue to create the future that I desire. This is a dichotomy that we have to live with. We live in a state where we can just go with the flow and allow things to be as they are….this is a path of passive bliss. On the other side there is the path of active creation where we express our will and focus it to bring that image of our mind into manifestation.
As with all dyadic poles neither the one or the other is the full picture even though they are strategies acceptable in their own right. The wise man know when to apply which tactic. In passive acceptance life follows its own momentum and in active creativity we exert an influence on life’s momentum. I wish I can write more, I wish I can truly allow myself to be free to explore my own minds and thoughts. There is a great pleasure in walking through the value of thoughts and experience new ideas, new thoughts and imagination blooming.
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I’ve come to live in a place where these are not binary.