I feel a deep presence in both work and love, and the pressure shows through my cracks and weaknesses. It’s time for shadow work and to acknowledge that I am still far from perfection and as I age these weaknesses might show even more clearly. However, I continue to make adjustments until I can no longer avoid the inevitable. I remain accountable for my life and responsible for my actions. I will continue to carry the best interests of those who depend on me.

To acknowledge weakness is not a flae, nor a sign of pessimism or depression. Knowing yourself means knowing truly and deeply who you are, in the full picture of your being. Knowing your weaknesses also helps you to appreciate the strength that you have to cope with those weaknesses. I appreciate more than ever these silent moments of getting in touch with my inner soul, and even my own demons. I am at peace with this moment, and I am gentle with myself. I take care of my own inner spirit so that it can be of service to humanity and those around me, whether appreciated by others or not.

I have no argument to make people love me. I can only set myself on the best path that I can muster, one that will serve the greater good of all. I have no expectations from others, as their reactions and actions are beyond my control. For me, there are only open arms to embrace when I can extend love and service to those around me. I don’t need love to love, or respect to respect. I take care of myself so that I can be loving and resilient in the love that I give.

That is the hero’s journey – to be true to myself. It is to live to the best of my ability, to attain my destiny. Today, I will do both and I will do the best that I can, striving to be impeccable rather than perfect.

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