~ The Clock is Ticking: A Reflection on Time and Purpose ~

Today, I don’t have anything specific in mind. However, I am always aware that time for a productive and meaningful life is short. I see past pictures on Facebook that seem like yesterday, and yet eight years have passed. I still don’t know how I will survive in seven years’ time. The challenges still seem insurmountable.

In life, it seems as if there has always been some sort of doom hanging over my head. However, I often choose to willfully ignore the voices of doom and focus on the present moment and the goodness of life. I can only look back with gratitude at the 57 years behind me. In spite of many blunders and failures, life has treated me well. A greater portion of this life will always be a blessing.

I still try to bring positive growth to my own life, my immediate family, friends and work environment. I have been part of many adventures that have served me well in enjoying life and living with enthusiasm. I would have loved more adventures, but what I have had already surpassed what many will never experience in a life time.

I am simply grateful for the people around me, my work, mobility, health, and moderate wealth. I am still obligated to take responsibility for all the blessings I have received by being a blessing to others. Many people still depend on me and look to me for support.

I have present-moment challenges and cares, but I must face them. I hope to have the strength, courage, and agility to manage these well as I move forward in life. For the latter part of my life, I want to conquer those things that still hang over my head. For now, in the moment, I want to be present with gratitude and confidence, and that would be enough.

© Jurgens Pieterse, 2023, All rights reserved.

Contemplation

I am at a beach house, where I have the luxury to contemplate life in general and my life more specifically. This time of listening to my inner being is precious. Age gives contemplation more texture. All my experience can by poured into a deeper contemplation. Maybe as I near the end, it’s just a simple case of being more grateful for the blessings of life. Youth is much more fickle and easy to upset when things are not right. Now it is easier for me to look from a higher perspective and see the present moment in context of a lifetime of experiences, of which we only remember a fraction.

It is these moments of being quiet that inspire me to live with an active mind, keen awareness of life and it’s various experiences. Both the good and the bad is shaping my inner soul add it absorbs life experiences. All these experiences contribute to developing a purity of heart, and an eagerness to expand my consciousness and sharpen my conscience.

When we do this contemplation without comparing ourselves with others a new freedom opens up to be authentic. We can look at past mistakes with amusement, without embarrassment and see how we allowed those moments to shape our thoughts and feelings. In the awareness of the past we can have an expectation that the future will continue to shape us. Then every breathing moment becomes precious.